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syaza lina AKA syaza pixie

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Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 6:32 PM

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i got a huge huge conflict with bf last night. lol. but everythings okay now (: no school for me today, so just rot at home study for my test and text messaging bf. so yeahh, so many things occuring in my current life, i have to say i hate 2010. not my year after all. syaza berharap sesiapa yg dalam kesusahan ataupon kedukaan agar bnyaklah berdoa dan berzikir. i currently not feeling well, i feel so sick i wanna puke. ive lost of appetite recently. im currently saving money. i wanna work. curently studying for MP test on thursday. wish me luck~

Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 8:43 PM

kau nampak niy muke? expressionless. i will make this stupid face if anyone of you disturb my beauty sleep. random, yey me! okay, let me talk about school just now. i went to school with mira (bumped onto her at bus stop) and her friends. reached class one hour late, lol. k skip, den a few minutes of break, i followed K, bobo and yan (smoke). mind me, i dont smoke. so after they smoke when to co-op and they do thier job =.= ohoh, i bumped onto sobri! and khai! and khai was like "chey, kau smakin cute eyh?" otakk! lol. k diam, proceed to next class. den got 1 hr break, shirley baby came! huhu, so we both were like otw to our next class but we bumped onto 'someone', and we followed them (tryin to be a stalker). walking slowly from the back, i heard someone calling my name.. and so i ask shirley and she heard it too. lol. she pointed a bunch of guys below. but i dnt even recognised any one of them (mayb cause i wasnt looking properly). huahua! fck care, and WE LOST THEM. (bad stalker) thanks to the bunch of guys la. *claps hand* so yeh, stupid storyy I KNOW. i still want to know who is the one tht called my name. agak2 sape? lol. k skip, so we both gave up and proceed to class but, we saw 'something' instead. wow. can you believe it? it was meant to be a prank but we get shocked ourselves. how lame can they get? you know i know yeah shirley?.. =.=

so after school, went to meet a friend to settle some stuffs.
I GOT ALOT OF PROBLEMS AND NOW YOU START THE FIRE BACK?
ape guner? kau suke eyk org benci kau lebih? you spam my friends blog and all, i know its like between the both of us but you can say it in a good way right? please, syaza taknak bnde niy start all over again. aku da naek MALAS la sial. (sorry for my bad words)

to eeza, i know you will read my blog..

oh godd, kau masey tak pham ker? kau suke sgat eyk org benci kau. im sick of you trying to settle things but make it even worst. thanks alot eyk girl. baek uhs, aku da bilang kau takmo buat kecoh kn? bende lame, kau ungit baleq. skrg aku nk settle hal kau ngan dier, aku suro kau tron tamp bbl dpan2 kau tknk. kental pe minah? kau yg start dulu bey nk org bersihkn? bagos la sial. and to awie, niy smue kao nyer psl jgak. kao nk numbo pompan tu kan? syaza da bagy, bey nak ape lagy dari aku? friends, what are they for? NOTHING, they will leave you once they find a better one. oh oh, satu satu prangai mcm cbb! im sorry uh, mmg pon. harap korang sedar diri tu cket yer. i dont need anyone of you to be in my life anymore. please, aku stress uh siaaa! tu psl aku tk reply message korang. your wasting my time bxtches. bunch of losers, i got other stuffs to think about. fyi, all of you are not considered as my friends. hua hua~ da tawu diam k. py mampos cantek.

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSS LA SIAAAAAAAAA!
ya allah =(

asl la hidop syaza cam niyyyyyyyy? =(

Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 12:53 PM

i just dont know what or how can i do to help =(

so yeahh, yesterday syaza py melawat. bf's dad just passed away. fiqah darling accompanied me to bf's house. reached like about 11am and it was already packed. syaza paiseyy but i get to meet his mum and we talk2. gee, i feel so sad and pity for his mum till my tears fell (like suddenly). bf was not there, cause he was at marsiling. me and fiqah waited till 12.30 plus till jenazah reached. i get to meet bf for awhile. and den proceed with the prayers and all. soon after, my mum came. afterwhich they left tok kebumikan. me, fiqah, mum talk2 and cheer bf's mum. me and fiqah also tried our best to put a smile on bf's small sis, haslinda. so yeahh. i didnt get to meet him afterwhich cause mum was tired so we cab-ed home. haishh, im sorry baby i wasnt there till the end, but syaza akan sentiase doakan awak sekeluarga agar terus tabah.

remember syg, you are not alone! for i am always here for you.

stay strong, cause i believe you can do it. you have to be responsible now.

you have to play a huge role now and take care of your family.

semoga fadhli sekeluarga sentiasa dirahmati Allah s.w.t. amin.

meet BF's CUTE BABY COUSIN, AQIEL ^^

Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 10:13 PM

im sorry baby!

i wernt by your side when you were in your darkest hour =(

dear baby,

i know you are feeling so down right now. i cant help myself to stop thinking what went wrong. i just want to let you know that i am here for you giving you all my support and you know damn right you still got your mum, siblings, friends and me. we are here for you. we'll always be by your side through thick or thin. tuhan terlalu sayangkan dia.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat keatas roh nya dan sentiasa mendapat keberkatan darinya. Takziah diucapkan kepada kamu sekeluarga. Al-fatihah. Moga kamu sekeluarga terus tabah. dan juga dirahmati Allah s.w.t. Amin ya rabbal alamin~

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