WHATEVER SHE SAID 140809
Posted on: Thursday, August 13, 200910:16 PMsorry for my poor english. ohh well, my blog my say.
a lil something for someone. but i dont know where to start.
dear love, i have always wanting to be your dreamgirl. and i know i am not worth the chance. but still, im trying my very best to be that someone 'perfect' for you. im still in a state of confusion. id thought this was the best time. but sadly i was mistaken. it seems like things are gettin a lil too rush for you and me. i dont know about you but i know myself well. my feelings for you is not e same yet it is getting even stronger every minute i think of you. your sweet messages is not what i need dear. i guess i dont have to say, you know yourself what i need. especially right now.
you called just now. asking whether i called you. i say i didnt and you hang up. whats wrong? please ask yourself where did you go wrong. i dont have to say, you figure. D: im really upset k. change, was it you or me? ohhh ndd last ting, i need you to answer me frankly, are you happy now? or was it better before? *when we are still friends* and you know what dear, i dont really mind if we are back to friends cause i just want you to be happy. i care. thats all.
someone out there is still waiting for me.
and ohh, all of this doesnt change what i feel about you.
yes, im bad at figuring you out. your words, your say, etc.
ive still have yet to figure you out, its hard for me to tell which is right and wrong.
ily dearly. still cant wait for sunday ♥
a lil something for someone. but i dont know where to start.
dear love, i have always wanting to be your dreamgirl. and i know i am not worth the chance. but still, im trying my very best to be that someone 'perfect' for you. im still in a state of confusion. id thought this was the best time. but sadly i was mistaken. it seems like things are gettin a lil too rush for you and me. i dont know about you but i know myself well. my feelings for you is not e same yet it is getting even stronger every minute i think of you. your sweet messages is not what i need dear. i guess i dont have to say, you know yourself what i need. especially right now.
you called just now. asking whether i called you. i say i didnt and you hang up. whats wrong? please ask yourself where did you go wrong. i dont have to say, you figure. D: im really upset k. change, was it you or me? ohhh ndd last ting, i need you to answer me frankly, are you happy now? or was it better before? *when we are still friends* and you know what dear, i dont really mind if we are back to friends cause i just want you to be happy. i care. thats all.
someone out there is still waiting for me.
and ohh, all of this doesnt change what i feel about you.
yes, im bad at figuring you out. your words, your say, etc.
ive still have yet to figure you out, its hard for me to tell which is right and wrong.
ily dearly. still cant wait for sunday ♥
next, my friendship.
friends come and go. does it still exist? friends is the worst enemies you can ever get. ohh, my friends prove me that. very very much appreciated. it hurts to e core when they did that over and over again. kinda sucky i tell you! wheres e trust? ohh, its pretty much funn to lose friends each and every single day dont cha tink? wah, best uh! in case you guys dont know what i mean, losing friends = fought with syaza / forget syaza. thats my all-time fear. and nothing can stop this. its forever goin on. hate me? den kill me (=
cmon friends, if you hate me just say you do. just three fugging words, and it will do !
lastly, my family.
not goin pretty well. ive got no one to approach and talk to D:
that is why im scribble-ling shits right now. nuff said.
just now, school ended 12pm. reached home received call from leeza bby.
so met her at ct hall. slack slack slack, at esp. soon after her friend, afiq joined us. time shows 8.30pm and we all proceed home. thats it. pictures upload later. so not in e mood. ahh, py mampos uh !
