WHATEVER SHE SAID
Posted on: Saturday, September 26, 20091:19 PMIM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THIS DRAMA
you gave me false hopes.
and so i end this. im really sorry. you change a lot =(((((
you gave me false hopes.
and so i end this. im really sorry. you change a lot =(((((
i neva been very hurt like this before.
its betta..
if we dont speak at all.
if we just let go.
now than later.
ill say this once more, its alright.. ill be fine. dont worry.
i still have my friends. nuff crying, nuff apologisizing. we are done.
i dont need you to see, its killing me. but aint no weak, imma strong.
here im saying goodbye. dont think i still dont care, i still do care for you fren.
aku hilang tampamu. 190709 is no more.
its betta..
if we dont speak at all.
if we just let go.
now than later.
ill say this once more, its alright.. ill be fine. dont worry.
i still have my friends. nuff crying, nuff apologisizing. we are done.
i dont need you to see, its killing me. but aint no weak, imma strong.
here im saying goodbye. dont think i still dont care, i still do care for you fren.
aku hilang tampamu. 190709 is no more.
and his last words..
"btw thanks 4 being the greatest gf that a boi could have..
thanks for showing me ur love, care n alwaes make me happy when im wit u..
i learnt a lot frm u. any guy is lucky 2 found u."
OUR PAST MEMORIES..
you skip school just to accompany me to polyclinic when im sick.
you fetch me to school most of the time.
you came to my place to meet me when im sick.
you tried your very best to contact me when you lost your phone.
you sing me to sleep.
you never fail to make me smile and laugh whenever you are around me.
you love to tickle me.
you love to make me angry and find it cute.
you love making silly faces to cheer me up.
you support me in everything i do.
you never fail to always be by my side.
we study together, we read books together, we watch 7 movies together.
i cried in front of you knowing it was actually a misunderstanding.
theres like more than 500 photographs we both took together.
you NEVER get angry at me before, you always give in to me.
UNTIL NOW...
theres a hell lot more, as i type, i hurts me to e core to even think about e past.
i never once regreted having you.
everyone is talking about you. everyone wants me to leave you for good.
i ignored them D: but then, i gave up.
and yes, i thank allah too that i found you.
you are one of a kind, but it wasnt meant to be i guess..
sorry again, if it has to end like this. =(
"i tk nk tinggalkn u tau bie..i would always b by ur side no matter wat..ily lah bie *wink*"
[[HEART-BROKEN]]
