MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN
and everyone notices it at home. i didnt sleep well, i never ate that much, i only ate my own tears. bulan syawal nih, supposed to be a month of joy, funn and laughter. but no, it came with tears, sadness and unforgiven weakness. im dying, slowly.. painfully and its tearing me apart. i never been so hurt before. yes, i cried a lot and imma proud of it. crying doesnt show how weak you are but it shows your strength. my strength of how deep my love for him. once, someone said to me, if you laugh all the time, your heart is healthy and nothing will go wrong. but once you are sad and cry all the time, your heart will eventually die. yes, its true.
i would say thanks again to everyone who were always there for me.
recieved a lot of text msges and calls from friends cheering me up and all. appreciate it a lot (:
yes, it kills to stay at home. on monday, will be meeting my gf, shirley.
i guess we are on the same boat yeh? i swear i need you right now =((
berikan la arti pada hidupku.
ya allah! :'(
I JUST LOST MY OTHER HALF
LEPASKAN LAH